Ok.. It has been many days since Ron blogged.. I dunno why i stop suddenly! And one fine day,somebody says "blog updated" when i remember i also should.. :P
You know,thats the problem with pisceans-they're such pushovers! i am not proud of that but i'm just thinking why it never occurs to me that i should do things on my own-particularly things that i wanna do... It has always been me acting according to somebody else's whims and fancies.There were times when i gave up my biggest dreams for something very petty.I couldn't decide for myself.I lost so many things, owing to succumbing to other people's wishes.I then realized that was such a doormat!
It was around this time that i connected a lot with two very special friends of mine.We discussed so many things,one arbit day.We spoke and spoke about everything under the stars[;) it was night time and we were in the lawn].And that night,I decided that i was gonna wake up the next day morning all fresh and different.I wanted to stand on my own two little feet.Everyone has,at some point of time in their lives, faced the same situation as i did.It was not anything extraordinarily terrible.I wanted to show the world around me how things can get nasty when I'm used for the wrong reasons.
And I did! I succeeded in becoming a different person!I find waking up as early as six in the morning beautiful!i was one kid who could never wake up before 8.10 for class at 8.40!I realized how nice and smooth life can be when i do things that i want and get stuff I've always wanted.It payed off-my life was so lubricated!
And when i went home,there were my friends,who'd always known that someday I will realize what an idiot i was for 19 yrs! :P I'm thankful for the fact that I'm gifted to have friends who know me inside out... and who can say 20 yrs down the line,"RON!!! Oh my god,you look the same-short,but a little old!Oh you're so little I'd love to carry you on my back!".... for which I'd reply,"No thank you,I can stand on my own feet!"
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